Well, this is embarrassing...

So I totally fell off of my band-wagon...oops. But I am back and ready for attack, ok, so not really attack...but I just liked the way it sounded.

So, it is already February, which means that I am one month closer to being home for the summer, and away from this school forever!

I believe that I am becoming nocturnal, which is not a good thing considering that on Tuesdays and Thursdays I have to wake up at 7:30 in the morning.

LOST comes on tonight, which excites me much, even though I do not remember last season and I am going to be super confused the entire season...haha

There were some developments in my life over the break that have made me consider trying to have contact with someone that I probably should know better than contacting...it never ends well with this person...but I don't want to end up wishing that I had had the balls to at least reach out and see if there could be something there. But I don't really know about the whole thing.

I could really go for a cupcake right now...too bad I have no way of getting/making any. Oh well, it's probably for the best, cupcakes aren't necessarily the best thing to eat (health-wise at least).

I am so unmotivated this semester, it's really bad actually. I just want to be out of here and in a school that I actually care about, and that I am actually interested in. I'm scared, but so excited at the same time. I never thought that I would actually do something like what I'm planning on doing, but it's what I want. :)


Good-bye for now.

xxoo,
Meredith

ps- I'll leave you with a lyric because I'm feeling very musical today
"Come on darling, talk me down, on that cellular phone, because I can’t get home
I’m a slave to the wires..."
-Jack's Mannequin, Cell Phone